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I Haven't shared a song here for very very long already right?

Here's a very very nice but sad song for you all today.

A Song from the ablum "Miss Elva"

by ELVA 蕭亞軒
錯的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠

Ming zhi dao ai qing bing bu lao kao

但是我还是拼命往里跳

Dan shi wo hai shi ping ming wang li tiao

明知道再走可能是监牢

Ming zhi dao zai zou ken eng shi jian lao

但是我还是相信只是煎熬

Dan shi wo hai shi xiang xin zhi shi jian ao

朋友都劝我不要不要

Peng you dou quan wo bu yao bu yao

不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑

Bu yao na zi ji de xing fu kai wan xiao

但是做人已经那么累

Dan shi zuo ren yi jing ne me lei

假惺惺的想要逃

Jia xing xing de xiang yao tao

在爱里连真心都不能给

Zai ai li lian zhen xin dou bu neng gei

这才真正的可笑

Zhe cai zhen zheng de ke xiao

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲

Ai de tai zhen tai rong yi rang zi ji xi sheng

太容易让自己沉沦

Tai rong yi rang zi ji cheng lun

太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕

Tai rong yi bu gu yi qie man shi shang hen

我太笨 明知道你是错的人

Wo tai ben ming zhi dao ni zhi cuo de ren

明知道这不是缘分

Ming zhi dao zhe bu shi yuan fen

但是我还奋不顾身

Dan shi wo hai fen bu gu shen

可能 在爱里面这样算笨

Ke neng zai ai li mian zhe yang suan ben

可能 永远没有所谓永恒

Ke neng yong yuan mei you suo wei yong heng

但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能

Dan shi wo bu yuan fang qi zhe li mian yi dian dian ke neng

宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

Ning yuan ben ye bu xiang yao hui hen

♥♥♥

Had a random chat yesterday about girls not being able to forgive but not forget.

And it made me somewhat sad :(

Double sadness when you are hearing a sad song while having such a conversation.

If I had a choice, I would rather be able to forgive and forget.

A guy can make you cry 10times but as long as you love him, you will always forgive him.

But you know that each time you cry, there is always this scar left behind by him.
hurt --- cry --- forgive --- scar --- hurt
And the cycle just keep repeating :(

Even after being single for so long (2 years i think) I'm still scared :(
IF I have a boyfriend in the future, will he still be someone who hurt me again and again?
I still remember the times in the start of yr 1 where my clique just sat outside far east and talk about bgr.
One of my guy friends ask - "if someone ask you to be their gf leh?"
At that point of time I could tell him a "No." Cause I was really scared. I'm afraid to fall again.
But two years passed. Will I still give the same answer? Will I be able to forget?
I really really wish I can forget...